i just went through my archives.
and there's is an obvious change.
my posts get shorter as months past.
i think my posts are getting very boring. l
ol.i dont blog like i did 2 years ago.self-censored has been applied. hahahah
its kinda dumb as it dont seemed like a blog anymore.and of cos, it also show, im not exactly very straightfoward as i was in the past.honestly speaking, its hard to say what i want to say.im very impulsive, though i cant stand some people's way of doings.but all i do now i shut up and mind my own business.i cant do anything. too helpless.have to learn to not be so Kpo.
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i have deleted my previous blog before. and for this blog, the archives is from i was in MI. how i went thru when i quarrelled with my best friend then. and after tht how i faced life when i was was notified to be retained.
then, having to go to MOE myself and decide my own future.
then it was me, stepping inside a polytechnic. in Landscape Architecture. looking around, everyone looking so weird. but promised myself to work hard since i wont be so lucky everytime.
then, slowly get into cliques whom i can relate better. all very funny and cool. we did our ICEs together,laughed at each other's drawings :P . complained about boring lectures.tried to balance my time with the MI pple and my closer sec clique.
and came Taman Ngera.
where my love starts. [was before tht though]so sudden and unbelievable.
cos birdie was still in love with someone else befor tht.
it was a buddy to love kind.
however, at the same time, the poly clique strinks. helpless again.
then, Mawai trip.
clique still with loads of problems. mainly love matters. lol. but all solved again. thank god.
then then, all the people who were gone before tht. came back.
then, it was working in Starhub where daniel and i got cheated.
then, went back to school. end of year project.we knew it would be a nightmare. but we faced it. [didnt we?]the model making, the drawings, and the laughter, the tears.
to be honest, it was just yesterday i left MI, searching for a brand new life.and now im moving on to my 2nd year of poly. awaiting for future.
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perhaps, i was wrong from the start to have believed in friendship so much.because now that i know, there are more people who do not believe in true friendships then the ones who treasure true friendships. you know, people just say they know wads friendship but in real fact they do not know. well, their actions show. i guess now, it seems hard to be genuine to each other?its my observation. i cant help agree to a friend. esp for me, when i like someone as a friend, i will really care for tht friend whole heartedly. but it will be very complicated when i realise i was wrong to shower so much care and concern. but usually is because i think a lot. think out of the universe kind. im weird and ridiculous i must say.
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im like suming up all the years. i havent wrote so much for so long. OMZG, cant believed u[whoever] read it. you are super patient. :Dthanks !
and and, im not shooting anyone or what, im just writing like what i have been thru and thought about these years. i haven shared so much for so long.
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